Long story short my parents are abusive and I need help raising money and if you look at the bottom of this you can see ways to help me along with pictures of my bloody face in case you don't get how severe this is.
So I've been putting off doing this for a while now, but I can't really put it off any longer. I can't do this on my own, I need help. Lately I've really been working on my depression issues and anxiety and such. I started seeing one of my college counselors, I'm looking into getting a full time therapist and getting antidepressants. But keeping up with being a full time student and having a job too is very stressful and doesn't make it easy. But you know what really doesn't make it easy? Living in a toxic and abusive house. My parents are not the kind of people I need to be around. They're your basic "gays and transgenders and anyone that's not a straight cis christian deserve to die" so obviously not being straight myself their remarks on the matter are pretty degrading. Then of course there's the "people with mental illnesses should just be locked up or euthanized. I don't even need to elaborate on that. They're pretty straightforward when it comes to being purposefully mentally and verbally abusive to me too. Every time they see me eating they always have some remark about how I'm fat and i eat like a cow. I'm not fat, I'm anorexic and the most I eat is a small meal each day. If I cry or get upset or anything they call me an attention seeker, whiny little brat, etc. If I backtalk, stand up for myself, or just get in the way then they'll hit me. They've given me countless bloody noses, I have to almost always wear long sleeves to cover up the bruises from them grabbing my arm way too hard and the such. Honestly it's awful. I can't live like this anymore. This has been going on for as long as I can remember, but I could always manage to bite my tongue and just deal with it up until now. Recently they've gotten a lot worse and I'm afraid they're going to seriously hurt me or worse. And with the stress I have from school and work and personal things I just can't handle it anymore. Either they're going to kill me or I'm going to kill myself if something doesn't change.
A friend of mine and their parents have agreed to let me move in with them for the meantime so I can get away from my parents and get back on my feet again. I just have to help out with chores and groceries and the such! I don't want to be a financial burden though and I don't want it to turn into a long term thing so I'd like to be able to save up enough money to get my own apartment as soon as possible. Plus I can't have my cat with me while I'm there and my cat is basically my lifeline so the sooner I can get my own place the sooner I can get back to cuddling my furbaby at night.
I did the math and it'll take me at minimum $1400 to move out. This includes whatever money I owe my parents, and then enough money for me to have food and gas and car insurance and rent for one month. That's long enough for me to apply for food stamps and whatever aid I can get, and basically get back on my feet again. That's the absolute bare minimum though, which isn't including internet, a phone, school supplies, and anything else I may be forgetting. Ideally I would like to save up $2300 which would cover two months of expenses so in case there's a problem with financial aid, my car breaks down, medical bills, basically any other unforeseen circumstances. I simply can't do that on my own. I work a minimum wage job that only pays about $400 a month assuming my hours don't get cut which happens a lot. As of right now about half of that is going to pay gas because I live an hour away from my college, and then my parents take most of what's left for insurance, rent, and just because they can. I usually only have about $30 left at the end of the month and I have to spend that because otherwise my parents take that too and it just disappears. There's just no way I can save up. The only money I'm saving right now is off my crafts because that money goes into my paypal, which my parents don't know about. I don't really make any money off commissions on here because points amount to nothing in actual money. No matter how I look at it there's just no way I can save up what I need on my own. So I'm asking for help.
If you want to commission me then you can check this out: Commissions
If you want to buy a character off me then you can look in here: sta.sh/22bwze355fpj?edit=1
But please keep in mind I'm not likely to sell things outside of the for sale folder. The whole point of doing this is so I can be better both mentally and physically, I don't want to sell someone that I'll spend forever hating myself for.
I also have adopts that I post here: foxadoptz.deviantart.com/galle…
And there's some here: vexfox.deviantart.com/gallery/…
I'm still working on uploading examples of them, but I also do all sorts of crafts! I make tails, chokers, bracelets, necklaces, etc. There's some examples here: sta.sh/211wqscroph0?edit=1
(ask me about prices if you're interested) And there's some odd things like crystals I have for sale too.
You can donate to my paypal: email@example.com
You can donate points If you wanted to help out then you could also:
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Make adoptables to sell
Sell unwanted characters
Do commissions to help
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Send some hugs my way and just be supportiveWarning: Don't look at these pictures if you're sensitive to blood/goresta.sh/21acija27gdr?edit=1
This is from the last time I got in a fight with my parents, my dad punched me and I got a bloody nose and mouth. It's not the first time it's happened.
Also if you have any suggestions??? Please let me know! I mean seriously I'm basically a baby adult, I don't even know how to schedule my own doctor appointments, nothing you say can be unhelpful.